Jedi: All of your power is Now (right now). Now (right now).
Me: But I have good reason to feel this way… all these blog posts and stuff; I can tell you the story of how horrible it is…
Jedi: You’re right. You should feel bad. But feel bad and then do your best to help yourself feel good. All of your power is Now. Now is your point of attraction.
What would make you feel more comfortable right NOW?
Have you ever wanted to jump out of a 5-story window instead of facing what you know you need to face in order to get back to your best self?
Well I’m there.
It’s been a very long two weeks since I last posted on my blog. Granted, my creative mojo has been focused on designing web presences for a couple of new clients, I’m finding it’s about all the mojo I can muster up. I have none to spare. The cupboard feels empty.
I am grateful that creativity can be alive and well in my world, even when I’m not writing, but I miss it. A lot.
I’m afraid to write. I’m afraid to be me. I’m afraid to say what I really think… or you’ll go run and hide. All the little thoughts that boil up when I get ready to do something important.
Me and my random thoughts. Yet how random are they?
When I stop and look and listen, I see the thread of fear running through all of it.
A fear of being wrong. Wrong-shaped. Wrong smarts. Wrong for the job. Wrong for success.
Wrong for you. Whoever you might be in this moment.